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You told me it was alright
You said not to be scared
Because you truly loved me
And because you cared
Each day you would hold me close
And say you'd never leave
You said I would never hurt
And I would never grieve
Then without a warning
You said that we were through
I don't know what went wrong
I just didn't have a clue
Then you say you wanna 'mess around'
And you confess you still feel the same
That you just weren't ready,
But I was just a pawn in your game
Later on I found out
You flirted with my best friend
You thought I wouldn't know
But I was told everything in the end
When you said it was all over
I thought that I would die
But I'm so over that
Because everything was just a lie
I sacrificed a lifelong friend for...
A love that lasted fifteen days
I regret all the things I did
I regret my hurtful ways
So you think you're so good
You think you're 'tha man'
But you're just a boy
Who thinks that he can
Now I know you really are a playa
And you're just one of those little pricks
You'll never really have true love
But good luck with them easy 'tricks'
[hermosito] [10:17 PM]
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Wednesday, December 29, 2004
Another Horrible Day on the Calender...
26th Dec 2004 ... Boxing Day...
A year ago on Boxing Day, 26th Dec 2003, 30,000 people died from an earthquake in Iran .A year later now, Boxing Day too, 26th Dec 2004, another earthquake occur again. This time is somewhere near a lot of us.
Its measure 8.9 on the magnitude. Its struck under the sea near Aceh in north Indonesia, generating a wall of water that sped across thousands of kilometres of sea. Thousands of life had been lost so far, till 12 midnight 27th Dec 2004, about 7700 people died from the quake and thousands are still missing so far.
Resorts packed with holidaymakers in Thailand, Malaysia, Maldives, Andaman and Nicobar islands had been reported that almost swept clean by the tidal waves that cause by the quake and holidaymakers and staffs of the resort is reported missing and died.
About a million of people had been forced out of their home in the coastal regions in India and Sri Lanka and Indonesia and some of the island around .Hundreds of fishermen are missing off India's southern coast, and there are reports of scores of bodies now being washed up on beaches.
Is it something that we had done wrong?
Is that a punishment by Mother Nature for thing that we done wrong ?
Don’t see a point of asking all this at the moment. I think the most important thing now is to help those victims and their families get through this.
Christmas is a time for all of us to give and care. So isn’t it time for us to just get together and do something now for those victims and their families.
All the while , we gays and lesbians have been look at as some sort of funny creatures from outer space. Till date, so many people still think being gays or lesbians is a disease.
Is time for us to stand up for ourself now. Show them that we are a group or nice, caring and kind souls that will helped in whatever way we can.
To those people that is reading my profile and reading my ‘diary’ now. Please show that u care. For those that have some extra money, ( when we all get together I am sure we can get together a amount that will be able to help those victims and their families.) (( 3 pieces pack of Condom cost between sgd$ 2.8 - sgd$ 3.00. that is the amount i m asking for all u Guys to donate. I m sure all of u guys used Condom when u are having sex or making love. But if u would like to donate more , all are welcome.)) i didnt ask for alot, , extratime and whatever household stuffs.That is still in reasonable condition and food and medical stuffs, please kindly bring it down to a nearest Red Cross center near urs house . If u guys have anything that u like to know , pls don’t hesitate to send me a mail and I will repy u asap. And for those that are in Singapore now, if u need help or anything abt this matters pls do send me a mail with urs contact numbers so I will be able to get back to u asap. Hope that u guys can understand that I wont be able to reply to all the mails. So pls help in this area. Anyone of u that have the extra time can also help too. Send me a mail and I will be more willing to assist anyone that is willing to help and don’t know where to start from. I m doing this not for any personal reason, just doing it out of goodwill that all.
Brothers and sisters, throw off all unhappy stuffs and do something useful.Thank u all of u that is reading this now. I m so sorry for the broken singlish and also thank u so much for taking urs time to read this.
Thank You
God Blessed everyone of you
[hermosito] [7:14 PM]
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I Will Be... Still Me!!!
What will you do when you love someone and
He tell you
He don't loved you anymore...
Will you just break down and cry???
or Just do nothing!!!
Secretly, I was HURT!
I didn't know what to do!
My mind was full of him...
And I'm So Confuss
I Couldn't just let it go and
I Couldn't keep it any longer
I want to let him know that
"I Love You"
No matter what happen
I will be...
[hermosito] [12:14 AM]
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Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Still Alone...
Where are you walking to...
What are you staring at now...
"Are you still chasing that one dream
you have always told me about..."
It's like I'm lost
I don't know
This feeling that I have about you
Will you ever know?
Do you know where you going to?
Do likes the things that life been showing you?
Where are you going to?
Do you know?
[hermosito] [9:31 PM]
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Monday, December 27, 2004
STUPID!!!
Night, lift up the shades
Let in the brilliant light of morning
But steady me now
For I am weak and starving for mercy
Sleep has left me alone
To carry the weight of unravelling where we went wrong
It's all I can do to hang on
To keep me from falling
Into old familiar shoes
How stupid could I be?
A simpleton could see
That you're no good for me
But you're the only one I see Love, has made me a fool
Set me on fire and watched as I floundered
Unable to speak
Except to cry out
And wait for your answer
But you come around in your time
Speaking of fabulous places
Create an oasis
That dries up as soon as you're gone
You leave me here burning
In this desert without you
How stupid could I be?
A simpleton could see
That you're no good for me But you're the only one I see
Everything changes
Everything falls apart
I can't stand to feel myself losing control
The deeper the senses I've known
[hermosito] [9:03 PM]
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The old man turned to me and asked
"How many friends have you?"
Why 10 or 20 friends have I,
And named off just a few...
He rose quite slow with effort
And sadly shook his head
"A lucky child you are
To have so many friends," he said
But think of what you're saying
There is so much you do not know
A friend is just not someone
To whom you say "Hello"
A friends a tender shoulder
On which to softly cry
A well to pour your troubles down
And raise your spirits high
A friend is a hand to pull you up
From darkness and despair...
When all your other "so called" friends
Have helped to put you there
A true friend is an ally
Who can't be moved or bought
A voice to keep your name alive
When others have forgot
But most of all a friend is a heart
A strong and sturdy wall
For from the hearts of friends
There comes the greatest love of all!!!
So think of what I've spoken
For every word is true
And answer once again my child
How many friends have you???
And then he stood and faced me
Awaiting my reply
Softly I answered
"If lucky...... one have "I"
"You!!!!"
[hermosito] [8:45 AM]
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Saturday, December 25, 2004
I promised i'm not trying to make your life harder
i know i cause nothing but trouble
and i understand if u can't talk to me again
when we meet which i'm sure we will
i'll let it pass and hold my tongue
and you will think that i've moved on (White Flag)
You're the one thing I can't get enough of
So I'll tell you something
This could be love because
Now I've had the time of my life
No I never felt this way before
Yes I swear it's the truth
And I owe it all to you (Dirty Dancing)
[hermosito] [10:30 PM]
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